SO, no major aBUT I have to mention a few harassments, not sexual ones THANK GOD, but they caused quite a disturbance in my relationship with my father back then. (The Taurus thing kicks again :P)Īnyway, one day I decided enough is enough, I’m ready to act upon my sexual desires & identity. I’m still friends with her till now, what can I do? I’m adorable. So, I did accept the fact that I’m gay at a young age I was 19 & a few months, nevertheless I had to prove it to myself, so (hold your breath guys) I had sex with a woman (ewwwwww, I know), & actually maintained a relationship with her for over 10 months. Anyway, I have mentioned a summarized conclusion in my other blog. After almost 13 months, I came to the conclusion that Islam agrees with that study, but never state a clear statement about gay sexual activities, or whether homosexuals are accepted in “the Kingdom of Heaven” per say.įor those who are wondering about Lut story in the Quran, the whole concept is misunderstood & misinterpreted, they were not punished for being homosexuals as the flow of the story events tells. Never been lucky with the Christian ones, but thanks to my grandfather’s & father’s reputations, I was able to have access to many rare Muslim books. I had to do my research, then studied Muslim and Christians Scripts, to know where religions stand from one’s sexual identity. There, I heard of that “new”, back then, study about being “born gay”. (HEY, I’m a Taurus, I HAVE to brag a little… LOL) Poor me ? I got my first “public” hard on at 13, when I saw a gorgeous teacher he was 25, so who can blame me? huh?ĭenial: We’ve all gone through that phase, haven’t we? Well, for me it was between the age of 14 till 18.Īcceptance: Luckily for me, I enrolled in Med School, always been a bright student.
Puberty: I remember starting getting all the puberty signs at the age of 12 years old. Grown in a very religious family, grandfather was a Sheikh & Islamic activist, not a terrorist btw for those of you who might think wrongfully that all Muslim activists are terrorists, but he was strict enough. UFFFFFĪnyway, I thought of starting with quick facts:īorn in 1975, moved to KSA (Saudi Arabia) with family in 1979, to live in the Holy City of Medina.
I have been writing, deleting, rewriting over & over now. I never thought telling my story would be that hard.